Leaving

I’ve been reading Richard Holloway’s ‘Leaving Alexandria’ during the last week. If you haven’t got hold of it yet, I suggest that you do. I’ll write more about it when I get to the end.

I’m not at all convinced that Richard lost his faith – indeed he may have held onto it more firmly than those of us who have allowed the institution to encroach rather more on our soul-space than he did. And he clearly found the challenge of being an institutional representative of faith very difficult. A poacher determined to remain as a poacher. Not a problem unique to Richard Holloway but common in some respects to all of us who live in the tension between ‘professional’ ministry and personal discipleship.

I noticed in one of the press reports that he described the church as ‘cruel’. And it is. And most of us who are worth anything have a sort of love/hate relationship with it. The church undoubtedly brings out the best in people. But it all too easily does the opposite. And it can certainly be cruel in its treatment of those who entrust their working lives to it in ministry. I have the tee shirt on that one.

Diocesan Synod

Well it does come round every year. Amazingly this is my eighth since my first was the day after the consecration service in 2005. Three things flicker across the mind. One is that people have worked together and remarkable progress has been made. Two is that it has been a fascinating, demanding and fulfilling time for me. Three is that the problems have become more challenging

But enough of that. Here is some material from the day – my Homily from the Eucharist, my Charge and an introduction to the Indaba Session on the Anglican Covenant

SERMON AT DIOCESAN SYNOD SERVICE 2012
Bishop’s Charge Diocesan Synod 2012
INTRODUCTION TO SESSION ON ANGLICAN COVENANT

Back to Cuddesdon

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I went back today to preach at Ripon College, Cuddesdon. It’s the Theological College where I trained in 1975-6 and I’ve been back once during that time. So a visit there becomes a sort of dialogue with past life. I took a walk down through the village this evening – where Alison and I lived in the cottage at the end of the lane behind the Bat and Ball pub.

The pictures … one is important for our congregation at St Mary’s, Dunblane because it shows me with Tom Birch who is in training here. It also shows the preaching scarf with the Diocesan Crest beautifully embroidered by Heather Bovill.

The ‘Bob the Builder’ picture is with Canon Martyn Percy, the Principal. We are standing outside the partly-completed Chapel. It will be a place of great beauty when it is finished.

And here’s the Sermon

Cuddesdon

A Hot Button issue

You will know by now that I have a great affection for pithy Americanisms – one of my favourites is ‘hot button issues’. The widely-reported remarks of Cardinal O’Brien this week suggest that for him Same Sex Marriage is a ‘hot button issue.’

It’s important to know what people think about issues. But I have learned that it is equally important to know how strongly somebody feels about that issue – and why. There is a lot of space between a half-indifferent shrug and a reaction which makes clear that something is of absolutely fundamental importance. The Cardinal clearly believes that Same Sex Marriage is in that category.

Same Sex Marriage is an issue which matters to us in the Scottish Episcopal Church as well. We have responded to the Scottish Government’s Consultation. As a church we are generally open and inclusive. But we have a diversity of views in our life. Among us we have people who believe that same sex marriage is something which should not be denied to those who want it – we also have people who believe that this is simply wrong and against the teaching of the Bible. And many of us within ourselves live across that spectrum of response. That’s why our responses are not strident. Indeed most churches live with a tension between their rootedness in a tradition of faith and life informed by long-held understandings of the Bible and a desire to engage positively with some aspects of societal change.

Cardinal O’Brien’s words arise out of something much more radical than that tension. Clearly this is for him about the need to defend a whole way of life, a system of morality and a tradition of faith. Unfortunately the choice of words used in public discourse can make it harder for the churches to conduct the kind of reasoned debate which this issue deserves. We need to discover how best to enable an open dialogue with our partner churches on this this issue.

I’ll reach for another Americanism – and ‘give some pushback on this one’. All dialogue and debate in areas of human sexuality needs to be conducted in language chosen with the greatest care. Otherwise it risks stereotyping and caricaturing people. I think that some of the language used here may have crossed that line. And Jesus? Well Jesus had a habit – which angered the religious establishment – of being with those whom others preferred to push to the outside.

Struggling with Faith

I’ve been reading a brave book – Can I stay in the Catholic Church by Brian Lennon SJ. It’s of interest to me because Brian and I worked closely together over many years in Portadown, particularly during the Drumcree parading disputes. Brave? Well he fearlessly addresses the history of abuse and the institutional avoidance which failed to respond to it. And the failure of the church to embrace the insights of Vatican II in a way which would have weakened the culture of clericalism. Most of all it is brave because those who have embraced celibacy have given all .. so the ‘can I stay?’ question is particularly painful.

Meanwhile I have downloaded Richard Holloway’s autobiography Leaving Alexandria – a memoir of faith and doubt onto my Kindle and am preparing to plunge in. Just for practice, I read his article abut being a God-botherer Having spent a fair bit of my life surrounded by people who were overdosing on religious certainty, I have a lot of sympathy

The Independence Debate

The Church Times published this piece from me this week

It is now a question of identity

Church Times 2 March 2012

Scottish independence is about much more than economics, says David Chillingworth

I listened to the First Minister of Scotland, Alex Salmond, on 1 July last year, as he responded to the Queen’s speech after she had opened the fourth session of the Scottish Parliament: “So there is much we share, that is a given. But the nations of these islands are also distinctive, with our own unique history and culture, our own economic chal­lenges and our own opportunities. Some of us be­lieve the best way to articulate that unique­ness and tackle those chal­lenges lies with­in ourselves — and shoul be fully expressed within the work of this Parliament.

“However, whatever constitu­tional path that the people of Scot­land choose — and it is their choice to make — we will aspire to be, in your words, ‘firm friends and equal partners’.”

Nobody should underestimate Mr Salmond. Warm and respectful, he played back to the Queen her own words from her recent historic visit to Dublin. He sought to be trans­formative, and risked being cheeky at the same time.

On a visit to Sussex last month, I handed the taxi-driver at Haywards Heath Station a Scottish banknote. I didn’t catch the whole of what he said. But it wasn’t kind, and it in­cluded the word Salmond. Suddenly, the Scottish independence debate is a live issue across the UK.

Scotland has been a good place to be for me these past seven years. In contrast with my past experience in North­ern Ireland, constitution and identity are largely uncontested. There is broad acceptance that devolution has been good for Scotland. People like the idea that the Scottish government at Holyrood is accessible.

There has been a refreshing lack of the negative imaging of “the other”, which so easily grows. England is spoken of as a non-specific “down south”. Scotland is diverse and in­clusive. For the most part, people manage not to be unpleasant about England in order to feel good about being Scottish.

But suddenly it is different. No longer a slightly whimsical idea, Scot­tish independence has become a mat­ter of serious politics. And not just politics — it is about identity and belonging as well. That is why it is important for Churches and other faith groups to be involved in the way in which this debate is shaped.

I believe that Churches should be firmly agnostic about matters of flags, emblems, and jurisdiction. Our concerns should be human rights, values, inclusion, culture, and ethos. The Nobel laureate John Hume re­called the words of his Scottish Presbyterian great-grandfather: “Al­ways remember. You cannot eat a flag.” Nationalist passion can be an expensive luxury. It carries risks for Churches: they can all too easily find themselves becoming markers of division.

This is the stuff of my family story. My grandfather ministered in the 1930s in Dublin among Southern Irish Protestants. Dispossessed of their political identity by Irish Parti­tion in 1922, they invested their identity in the Church of Ireland. The resolving of that pain was one of the things that the Queen’s recent visit to Ireland accomplished.

In the 1980s and ’90s, I ministered among Ulster Protestants who couldn’t understand why British in Portadown didn’t seem to be the same as British in Finchley. They in­vested what too often became a sectarian-shaped sense of loss in their Churches.

Scotland is different — blessedly different. But it is part of the task of Churches and other faith groups to help people to manage shifts of ident­ity. The critical question in all of this is who “we” are — and indeed, who is “not us”.

I believe that Churches should be agnostic about the choice that will be the subject of a referendum. But we are already involved — not least because of our history. The Church of Scotland is the national Church. Before devolution, it was probably the most significant institutional ex­pres­sion of Scottish identity. The Roman Catholic Church is parti­cularly strong in the west of Scotland — much of that coming from those descended from 19th-century Irish immigrants.

The Scottish Episcopal Church has a long and difficult history. It represents important strands of Scottish religious, political, and cultural history. But it is colloquially known in some parts of Scotland as the “English Church”. There is his­toric warrant for that label — but most of those who use it are outside the Episcopal Church, and probably see it as a marker that says simply “not belong­ing in the same way as others belong”. We need to ensure that we do not become unhelpfully defined or con­fined by that label.

The independence debate has many aspects. Some, such as attitudes to the monarchy, are constitutional: these describe the nature of any new Scottish state and its external rela­tion­­ships. Others are political — such as any future defence policy. But most questions are eco­nomic, and range from issues of cur­rency to the more everyday mat­ters of health, education, and pen­sions.

What should matter most to Churches and faith groups is the identity dimension. Inevitably, the desire to affirm a new expression of Scottish identity will lead to a sharp­ening of the distinction between that identity and others. But Scotland is already a place of multiple identities. These arise from the richness of Scottish history. They also grow naturally in any modern and mobile society, where people’s belonging arises from intermingling of family, place, and culture.

To see the ques­tion of Scottish independence simply as a political and economic debate to be pursued between now and 2014 does not do justice to these deeper ques­tions.

Monosyllabitude

I remember ‘encouraging’ one of our organists in the choosing of processional hymns. To be honest, I would do without them – processional hymns, that is. Far better to let everybody shuffle in more or less elegantly and then start worship purposefully and together.

But if you must …. It should be short lines, single-syllable words and a brisk tune. And if the brisk tune could be sung more briskly than everybody first thought of as brisk, that would be good too. For some reason, I remember pleading for ‘o praise our God today/His constant mercy bless’

Which brings us to George Herbert whom we commemorated yesterday.

Part of the interest in George Herbert is in the extent to which he and his ministry in Bermerton are responsible for binding us to particular patterns and understandings of pastoral ministry.

But for me it is the poetry and the hymns. I am of course in a small way a wordsmith myself. My introduction to the revised Policy and Action Plan for Casting the Net lacks only a suitable tune. But I would die happy if I could get anywhere near Herbert’s combination of clarity and economy – and his use of single-syllable words

King of Glory, King of Peace
Teach me my God and King
Let all the world in every (corner) sing